I think there's something oddly charismatic about a true narcissist, a real solipsistic
sociopath that honestly believes themselves the center of the universe. Somehow,
when you believe that you're the single most important thing in the world, other
people around you do too. People might come to worship you to the point where
they'll drink poison because you told them too. It's the sort of personality
that creates its own cult.
The realization that he's the only self-aware person in this game gives him some
of that charisma. He knows that this world is fake. He knows that the other people
are fake. He's willing to push them aside like they don't matter, because he is
absolutely convinced that they don't.
And when he treats you like the only real person in his world,
it's intoxicating. To have someone so self-assured, so high-and-mighty
in their own mind, point you out as the only one breathing their same
rarified air? It feels like a true honor, like the sort of real appreciation
we all crave.
So, no need to be quiet about it, no?
Trust me (which you may not necessarily want to do) there is a way out of everything.
While I type this reply on my i****i manufactured laptop and think about the revelations
you have instated, I am very much aware that you are thinking the same thing. I am just a puppet.
But you forget one thing…the inherent WILL to guide one’s soul.
No one necessarily needs to watch a music video to see the d***l in operation. Greed, lust and
corruption are daily transactions, so devious that some blink and miss. However, I still believe
that this world is also filled with beauty and awe beyond their control. Believe me, there is always a way OUT.